I’ve been for 44 years to my wife. I’ve always known I’m a gay but she doesn’t know. I’ve cheated on her most of my marriage. By 10 years into the marriage, I couldn’t get hard for her anymore without taking a pill. Barely was able to fuck her to make my son (who is also gay). No one in my life knows I’m a gay except my one divorced friend, my wife adores him, who’s fucked my face for 20 years.